Memories of nobody

2008-09-11T16:04:00.001+08:00

alright ppl its changed:

http://icouldntthinkofanicename.blogspot.com/

and yes i know the name sounds cool :D hahahahaha

2007-07-21T12:35:00.000+08:00

I face the world with a smile, no one knows what is hid inside.

They see only happiness, they cant see the tears I've cried.

When I am alone I hurt, because here I do it well.

In front of all the watchful eyes my heaven turns to hell.

The judge and jury awaits me, everyone has a say.

In a life that hangs suspended for yet another day.

Who are they to judge if what I have done is right or wrong?

In the end I gave her up, but inside still sing her song.

I don't know how to find the strength I thought I had.

If only I could play tough it wouldn't be so bad.

They say that life goes on and someday I'll smile again.

But, how do they know my pain without being where I've been?

I've traveled so far from home, and can't find my way back.

Somewhere along the way I must have jumped the track.

I saw her just today and her smile is still the same.

She looked at me so sweetly, but never spoke my name.

I wonder if she remembers me, It hasn't been that long.

She may have forgotten me, but I still sing her song.

2007-07-21T00:49:00.000+08:00

Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies,
do not you hear my heartfelt cries?

Below the branches, here about,
do not you sense my fear and doubt?
Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams,
do not you hear my woeful screams?

Upon the meadows, touched with dew,
do not you see my hearts a'skew?
Beneath the thousand twinkling stars,
do not you feel my jagged scars?

Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze,
for you'll not find it 'mongst these trees.

It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies,
accompanied by heartfelt sighs.
It's drifting o're the gentle rain,
a symbol of my silent pain.

It's buried 'neath the meadow fair,
conjoined with all the sorrow there.
It's lost among the stars this night,
too far to ease my quiet fright.

No gentle winds, seek not my heart,
for simply ... it has torn apart.

Dios Luego nos Perdone

2007-07-20T23:04:00.000+08:00

How would u describe your life?
As a sunrise,
as a starry night,
or a peaceful breeze?

Life is such a pathetic thing,
it's like an exhalation,
gone in an instant,
like green grass that grow and then die off,
only to be replaced by other grass.
Is life that meaningless?

I would say,
my life has been a complete failure.
How I wish I could start all over again,
because if I could,
I would give anything in the world to be able to do it

Dios Luego nos Perdone

2007-07-14T10:36:00.000+08:00

Why does everyone I meet,
have smiles pasted on their faces?
Why do I feel,
that everyone is wallowing in love,
all except me?
Why is it,
that I don't seem to get it anywhere?

You raised me up,
then threw me down again.
You took my heart,
then threw it back at me again.
You gave me light,
then threw me into darkness again.

But still,
I still believe,
that you will raise me up again

Dios Luego nos Perdone

2007-05-26T22:38:00.000+08:00

A friend is like a flower,
a rose to be exact,
Or maybe like a brand new gate
that never comes unlatched.
A friend is like an owl,
both beautiful and wise.
Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost,
whose spirit never dies.
A friend is like a heart that goes
strong until the end.
Where would we be in this world
if we didn't have a friend.

dedicated to all my friends. enjoy yr holidays

Dios Luego nos Perdone

2007-05-19T17:57:00.000+08:00

僕は君の全てなど知ってはいないだろう
それでも一億人から君を見つけたよ
根拠はないけど本気で思ってるんだ
些細な言い合いもなくて同じ時間を生きてなどいけない
素直になれないなら
喜びも悲しみも虚しいだけ
粉雪ねえ心まで白く染められたなら
二人の孤独を分け合う事が出来たのかい

僕は君の心に耳を押し当てて
その声のする方へすっと深くまで
下りてゆきたい
分かり合いたいなんて
上辺を撫でていたのは僕の方
君のかじかんだ手も
握りしめることだけで繋がってたのに

それでも僕は君のこと守り続けたい
粉雪ねえ心まで白く染められたなら
二人の孤独を包んで空にかえすから

Dios Luego nos Perdone

2007-04-16T20:29:00.000+08:00

PATHETHIQUE
Won't you tell me why,
there is sadness in your eyes?
Your fragile, folded wings are just tired from your flight.
You don't have to force a smile for everyone.

Don't I matter anymore?
There are no words, but your eyes tell everything u want to say.
Cast aside, I want to take back our time,
but I can't seem to do it.

After wearing this mask for so long,
we forget who we really are beneath it.
Am I being too selfish?

Dios Luego nos Perdone

2007-04-15T19:56:00.000+08:00

In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villian by the vicissitudes of Fate;
This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished;
a vital voice once venerated, now vilified.
However, this valorous visitation of a bygone vexation now stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violent, vicious and voracious violation of volition.
Vi veri veniversum vivus vici.
Magister Contradictionis

Dios Luego nos Perdone

2007-04-15T19:46:00.000+08:00

Don't you always feel like changing the past,
but never the future?
Don't you always want to know what the future has,
but you don't want to look at the things behind?

Don't you see?
It's easier to tear a picture than draw one;
and it's even harder to untie a knot than to tie one

Dios Luego nos Perdone

2007-04-11T23:17:00.000+08:00

What is this I feel?
Life is so unreal
everything seems so new.
just with a little change
the day will never be the same.

What is this I feel?
What is this mixture of emotions?
What is this emptiness,
this vacuum that is left inside me?
It was supposed to be a special day today;
it was special, alright,
but in a different sense...
Today I realised
something important
that you are already part of me......

Dios Luego nos Perdone

2007-04-10T22:12:00.000+08:00

Mask of flesh and blood, all forms, fluttering wings, he who is crowned in Man's name. Carriage of thunder, bridge of a spinning wheel. With light, divide them into six. On the wall of blue flame, inscribe a twin lotus. In the abyss of conflagration, wait at the far heavens...

Oh rulers, masks of flesh and blood, ten thousand fluttering wings, he who is crowned in Man's name. With truth and justice, scratch your nails against the walls of a dream that knows no sin...

Dios Luego nos Perdone

2007-03-31T18:03:00.000+08:00

wow I'm RESSETING my whole blog. cool huh. lol. ppl with nth to do will be liddat. haha. I'm too free now.
ok for all those who want to noe wad happened to me, allow me to enlighten u.
I was expelled from HSC. I'm at this private school called San Yu Adventist School. If u wanna noe anything else dun ask me, ask yr favorite principal at HSC. was all his idea lol.
haha ok from now i guess im gonna update my blog abt once in 2 mths? ya. dun miss me haha

Dios Luego nos Perdone